For you I will

Sincere smiles
Expose the truth
Of our stupid
Wasted youth
Since I've found you
My heart is sound
You keep my feet
Right on the ground
You hold me close
And keep me still
I'd go there and back -

For you I will

The Essence of Us

Souls intertwined on the forest floor
Staring at the backs of leaves
Branches holding together the essence of us

Tired eyes read the midnight sky
Our pupils mirroring the stars
The galaxy holding together the essence of us

Laying naked beneath the sheets
Curious to explore one another
The frame of your bed holding together the essence of us

Let's Go Exploring

Golden showers that doth fall
Upon the leaves of trees

Sprouting flowers budding
At the root of weakend knees

Spying through brass holes
That once fit keys

A
whole
World
unimagined
Through
thoughts
Of
fibrous
Galaxies

Rain flows through my bloodstream

I can hear the water beat

Beat

Beat

Beat

Down on my windowsill

Beat

Beat

Beat

Down on my mind

Beat

Beat

Beat

Down on my heart

‘Till there is no more of me

My throat burns,

it begs for your name.

I scream

I scream

but I hear nothing.

I still taste you on my lips

Sweet, Sweet, tender mouth.

Open joys to brighter days.

Melting like the lidocane.

Or sugar on a summer day.

I love you.

Light as a Feather, Heavy as a Brick

Another day;
Another lie.

Another way;
To make me cry.

I thought we had;
It all together.

But then I fell;
Just like a feather.

That swam down;
The empty stream.

I closed my eyes;
It’s just a dream.

When I wake up;
It will get better.

After all;
It’s just a feather.

Old Poem Becoming New

You taste my pleasure

I drink your pain.

There is no cure

For a wrecked train.

You pierce the wound

Within my veins.

I feel your blood

Turn into flames.

Your desire to be

What we can’t have.

Decides to turn

Your mind to mad.

Your thoughts drip down

Like endless rain.

You taste my pleasure

I drink your pain.

∞

Parlez-moi clairement
Je veux entendre votre voix
Touchez-moi doucement
Je veux sentir ta tendresse
Smile pendant que je vous embrasse
Je veux sentir votre bonheur
Prends ma main doucement
Je veux sentir votre présence
Dis que tu m'aimes

Speak to me clearly
I want to hear your voice
Touch me softly
I want to feel your tenderness
Smile while I kiss you
I want to sense your happiness
Hold my hand gently
I want to feel your presence
Say that you love me

Don't Look Back

I feel like my world
Is balancing
On the fine line of reality

I tip toe across the lawn
Feeling the soft grass
But not getting too comfortable

For soon my world is gone
And I am falling
Down a miserable black hole

I end up in this no-man's land
Begging for an answer
There is no one to listen

Screams and sorrow can be heard
Felt pulsing through my veins
I choke but no one cares

This is a lonely place
What did I do to deserve this hell
Someone save me

All I want to do is go back to my world
Back to the way things were
So peaceful and serene

But I won't ever return.

People don’t just change perspectives. Perspectives change people.

Rise with your Eyes

Heavy sighs
Loosened ties
Tired eyes
In disguise

Gentle cries
Our last goodbyes
Bright blue skies
A new sunrise

Distinguished lies
A grandeur wise
Written comprise
To our demise

Living Proof

These tears stain her cheeks and she doesn't know why
She tries to hold back but she can’t help but cry

A rose she has blossomed but is tangled inside
Her thorns cut and blister she just wants to hide

Alone she is scarred by the memories of her past
By the haunted and tortured nightmares that last

They last her a lifetime spurred moments shamed regrets
She is beaten and battered, "Well that's what she gets"

She's an angel that fell from the blue and white sky
Her wings they are broken and no longer fly

Underneath all her shadows she is still just a girl
Her golden hair lost it's color and soon lost it's curl

Before long the darkness consumes her in her darkest of times
She gives up and stares down at her wrists bleeding in lines

She pleads and she cries for an answer to her prayers
She just wants to be whole again she hates hiding under her layers

As she chokes on the darkness that soon consumes her soul
She fights for her last breath before it consumes her whole

And suddenly out of nowhere on the blackest of nights
Something desperate awoke in her and she stared at the light

As by miracle He came to earth from heaven above
To save her and make her and fill her with love

She is now whole again and with Him she can survive
She is happy and loving and for once she's alive.

Your Infinite Blue

I stare into your eyes
Your infinite blue
Sweeps me off my feet
And drags me down an ocean current
A rip tide
My ankles are tied
I can't let go.

Time takes over
Every moment is precious
Every moment is ours
I fall fast
Hard
I'm being dragged
Dragged deep
Deeper
I'm drowning
I gasp for air
There's no one there
But your infinite blue.

You built me a shelter
Using nothing but the bare skin of your palms
I felt safe
You hid me away
Away from my life
Away from the struggles
Away from the pain
Away from the storm
Away from the rain
I was for the first time
The happiest I'd ever been
Until I stared deeper
Into your infinite blue.

By now we are committed
Things are spiraling down
Down the rabbit hole we fall
Together holding
Grasping on to each other
For dear life
But somehow we make it through
And suddenly
We're brought back into reality
And things are different
They have changed
Things aren't what they appear
In your infinite blue.

And now you're gone
And I'm alone
I want us more than ever
But us doesn't mean forever
If you only knew
What I would do
To be dragged back through
Your infinite blue.